5/4/11…Oh Father, I write these words to You. The times I drift
away are the times I feel most disconnected. I sometimes wonder why the
selfishness in me keeps me away from You. I sometimes wonder why the thoughts
of this world keep me preoccupied from You. Just a few months ago You revealed
such wonderful truths to me from Your Word and these truths energized me. I
never knew the old dusty book of Exodus could reveal such depth. But then once
again, my human frailty distracted me. This time with sickness. Not just once,
but twice and all of a sudden I found myself drifting. I sometimes wonder if
Satan afflicts me in order to keep me away from You or is this a test given by
You to discern my resolve? What I do know is this. After attending a worship
service for the first time in weeks and returning to Your Word these last three
days has me thirsting once again for You. You are the only one who can bring
peace, contentment, and joy in my soul. There is a yearning to follow and to
strive for truth in You. I cannot escape it, no matter how often I drift. Now
once again I come home from work and I am eager to open Your Word. I turn the
pages of Leviticus, and like a child, I discover the wonder of these words…
Leviticus 1:17 It is a burnt
sacrifice, an offering made by fire, a sweet aroma to the Lord.
Ephesians 5:1-2 Therefore be
imitators of God as dear children. And walk in love, as Christ also has loved
us and given Himself for us, an offering, and a sacrifice to God for a sweet
smelling aroma.
Leviticus, another old dusty book near the beginning of the Bible.
A book steeped in tediousness if one chooses to read every word. And yet once
again, as in Exodus, I find opening the old dusty book of Leviticus offers a
fresh connection I never realized before. I ask my Father to open my eyes. I
read the first seven chapters, and the words, “a sweet aroma” jump off the pages.
Over and over these words come up as Moses dictates protocol of offerings and
sacrifices. All end with the words, a sweet aroma.
Then my mind or maybe my Father directs my mind to Ephesians
5:1-2, a passage my dear friend Pam gave to me a long time ago in a land far
away. And years later, alas I connect the words from the New to the Old
Testament.
Indeed, Leviticus…a sweet aroma.
This post dedicated to my dear
sister in Christ, Pam.
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